I had been living faithfully for God for one year,was young in the Lord. Seeking God,praying,reading His Word and visiting churches.During this time is when I would come home to find things in my home after church services. I see now it was to cause confusion and fear. I would throw things away, In The name of Jesus,pray,praise and continue on with The Lord. He put a deep love in my heart for His Word.... so I started praying His Word.... all day,everyday. When I found a scripture that spoke to my heart,I would pray that scripture,speak His word over what was going on in my life at that time,In The Name of Jesus...( Isaiah 55:11) "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth:it shall not return unto me void,but it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." God was doing a work and I didn't even realize it at the time.---> I'm sitting on my couch reading my bible when I get a knock on my door. When I open the door it was someone I have known all my life,but had lost contact with over the years. I see now, I should have never invited him in. He was sent my way,not because he wanted to visit or talk about The Lord,like he said. I wanted God,and the things of God,and believed he did too. He didn't. He was sent here to manipulate,abuse and destroy. We started dating,and everything went well,until the day after we were married. Then pure hell. Mental,emotional,and physical abuse.... and once again drugged. With what I do not know. I ended up in the hospital twice during our 3 - 4 month marriage. This next part is about the last day we were together. The day he told me he was sent my way. He had been gone in my car all day,and didn't come home until late. (It was church night.) When he came in he was drunk and angry. Told me he was going to kill Me ,Bryon and himself. Bryon was already in bed asleep. He hit me a couple times and had me pinned into the kitchen stove. I tried to get out the door to get help,but everytime I would try to get past him,he would hit me,and hold me against the stove. I was praying in my mind for God to make a way for me to get out the door,so I could call 911. I started telling him that I needed to get Bryons medicine out of the car. I didn't. I just needed to get out the door. He let me go, and I was able to get out the door to a neighbors house. She opened the door and let me use her phone to call 911,and as we were standing right inside her door waiting for police to get here.... I heard him say come get your f-ing kid. I turned around and he had gotten Bryon out of his bed and was standing in the driveway with Bryon still asleep in his arms. (Bryon was so little back then.) I took off running to get him,but he smiled, let go of Bryon and dropped him onto the concrete driveway. I was almost to them when the police showed up,jumped out of his car with his hand on his gun and yelled for me to stop. My neighbor push me aside and said I'm getting Bryon,and she did. She brought him to me. The police took him to jail for public drunkness.. He hurt my baby, so there wasn't even a reason for me to talk to him,again. That was that. I filed for, got a restraining order,and a divorce. My neighbor took Bryon and I into her home that night,and we have been friends ever since. My neighbor and I checked my car out that night,and found 3 shotgun shells and a shotgun in my car. God protected us that night. We took the gun and shells to the police station,and dropped them off. The next morning I called My mom and went to stay for the second time since leaving home with her and my stepdad for 2 months..... then came back to my house and continued living for Jesus. He was with us every step of the way. ---- After this year I went on to live/serve God faithfully for 19 years. Didn't date or even consider dating. I was happy and content living for God and working on myself. -------- Until this last year 2021 - the next time someone was sent my way to decieve,but he wasn't the only one this time. God is Faithful! God is Good! He is always with us. Nothing will ever change that. He has become my everything through these years. I trust Him! I know Him more now. Nothing or noone could ever compare to His love for us. His faithfulness. His peace. His Joy. He loves us with an everlasting love. ... I am far,far from perfect,but I know He perfects that which concerneth me....Ps 138:8.. in this I am confident.... That's what His word says! I believe Him/His word. He is not a man/women that He should lie. Numbers 23:19 ...... God bless you,all. I am stopping here until time to write the next part of my testimony,which will be about this last year. 2021, after that I will be done with sharing my testimony on this platform,but will continue sharing where God leads me to share it.... and will continue writing,filling in the parts I've left out here. I pray my testimony will help someone see that God is faithful, and His grace is suffient in all things.